This is really just a personal online journal. No one, if anyone will have the access to this site. I just need somewhere to rant and rave and express all that is inside. I've kept a journal since i was about 12. I burnt 18 yrs worth of them when i filed for divorce from ex husband. There were some very personal and private things in them, that i didn't want him to use against me.... and he would have.

i don't know where this will go. I just know that i have to write. I have been writing on paper again.... but i don't know. i don't know anything anymore.